It's at dinnertime the stories come, abruptly,
as they sit down to food predictable as ritual.
Pink lady peas, tomatoes red as fat hearts
sliced thin on a plate, cornbread hot, yellow
clay made edible. The aunts hand the dishes
and tell of people who've shadowed them, pesky
terrors, ageing reflections that peer back
in the glass when they stand to wash up at the sink.
One sister shivers and fevers with malaria,
lowland by the river where Papa tries to farm
the old plantation. Midnight, she calls to him
to save her, there's money on fire, money between
her thighs, money burning her up, she's dying.
He brings no water but goes on his knees,
jerks up the bedclothes, shouts something she
has not said, has she? Yelling at the invisible man
he sees under the bed: Come out from there, you
black rascal, you. Flapping the heavy sheets
like angel wings, and smiling at his baby daughter
who in her eighties shuffles her words briskly
like a deck of playing cards, and laughs and says,
We're all crazy here, lived around negroes too long.
The oldest sister walks barefoot home from school
trembling. At the curve by the Lightsey's house
a black woman stands, bloody-handed, holding up
a pale fetus from a slaughtered sow, laughing,
I've killed me a baby, lookit the baby I killed.
Beatrice looks past them all, sees the ramshackle houses
past her grandmother's yard, the porch tin cans of snakeplants.



