I don't want to abase my potential, but I must abandon the fucking abacus. I think that I will abate my imagination if I let my abdomen always below the table to calculate the boring formula. So I abdicate. I don't want to abet anyone to abhor the maths problems, but it is really abhorrent for me, I can’t abide it. Maybe the abeyance is a stupid and aberrant for others, because the salary is very high. But for me, it is nothing; I want to do what I like. And this doesnt mean that I have no abnegation. In fact, I have performed my ablution, in my abode, I have the image of the God, I know that abnegation is a virtues of mankind. But I abjure to be an abject abnormal robot who calculates all days with the abacus. The abolition of this job makes me feel free. I will try my best to look for the life that I like.