I'm want to give u another last chance..same as to myself..from now on..no hatred, no cheat(both others and self), no complain,no jealousy,no conspiracy, no icecream, no self-indulgence, no indignant to injustice, never let hallucination dominate my judgment, never try to find compensation for loss though someone or sth else, and never lose rationality during self-protection..don't ask for or take anything for granted to be mine, life is goin on just right the way it should be..condone others and ME..it's an ultimate redemption, once failed, I'm doomed.